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July 26th, 2016 06:44 pm
So. Busy. Have had so much to do it seems like there is no time left for anything-- we lost four of our most experienced people at work this month, and several of them were the sort of people who hoard responsibilities, so that's been fun. And then the friends I do comics with decided we were running a kickstarter NEXT MONTH so there's all my non-work free time. And then con.txt is in TWO DAYS and I totally over-extended myself there so we'll see if I get any of the 17 things on my "pre-con panic" checklist done. And then there's what's happening with church...

*shoves the 5,000+ words of new kent parson fanfic under the couch* that's not mine I haven't had time to write haha funny story actually it just blew off this dumpster, I think it caught an updraft from the fire

Plus it was Heat Wave Time so as soon as I get home from work I just want to melt into a 2-dimensional puddle with maximum heat-shedding surface area. Will I get four cosplays finished in the next two days? Stay tuned!

Anyway one of the panels I'm doing at con.txt is for AO3 tips & tricks, so, circle mine, what useful thing about the AO3 do you think I should share (ways to use the archive, docs or help resources, external tools, etc.)

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July 7th, 2016 07:51 pm - Bless Your Heart, Kent Parson
I maded a thing! It is 8,000 words of gay fictional hockey boys in Georgia, because sometimes you just gotta write what you gotta write.

Bless Your Heart, Kent Parson (8076 words) by melannen

Fandom: Check Please! (Webcomic)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Eric Bittle/Jack Zimmermann, Past Kent Parson/Jack Zimmermann - Relationship
Characters: Eric "Dicky" Bittle, Jack Zimmermann, Coach Bittle, Suzanne Bittle, Kent "Parse" Parson
Additional Tags: Fourth of July, Meet the Family, Closeted Character, Coming Out, Period-Typical Homophobia, Period-Typical Transphobia, the period is USA 2015
Summary: Kenny's name had been coming up a lot. Partly because these days, it was hard to talk about the NHL without talking about Kent Parson. Partly because before Samwell, Jack's experience of an American Independence Day had always included a birthday party for Kenny. Partly because - well, because being in Madison with Bitty was. Well. Strange and uncomfortable, in a lot of ways, this week of all weeks, that maybe had Jack worrying at those old frayed ends more than usual.

...I am already getting in a discussion in comments about whether I violated canon. It's so weird to write in a fandom where people still give a crap about canonicity, I am not used to it anymore.

In other news, I have made a huge Mistake. So my sister's cats are here, right? So the older one - she's fifteen and has been having health issues - spent the first couple nights here sitting in the living room, yowling horribly until somebody went out to tell her it was okay. In my sister's one-bedroom apartment, she had line-of-sight on the bedroom from her preferred sleeping spot, so we thought maybe she was waking up and getting upset because there was nobody around.

So I thought to myself, hey, she really likes getting brushed, so I'll take her onto my bed at bedtime and brush her, and maybe she'll learn it's a safe friendly place and not get all lonely out in the living room. BAD IDEA.

Days until she had realized bedtime = brushings and she was waiting for me: 3
Days until she decided I was staying up too late and tried to get me there sooner: 5
Days until I couldn't go into my room at all anymore without a cat hopping up ready for brushings: 7

I can't go in my own bedroom anymore without someone trying to tell me it's bedtime and I should brush her. I am CAPTIVE in my OWN HOME.

At least she doesn't sit alone in the living room and yowl anymore. Now she comes in my room and yowls into my face until I wake up enough to pet her.

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June 29th, 2016 06:04 pm
1. So that was A Month And A Half. It was mostly fun, but hopefully I can start getting back into a sort of a routine that involves not being behind on nearly everything. Except that two staff members - 20% of the total staff - are leaving my workplace, so *work* will not be back to routine anytime soon. Sigh. Also I have four con-txt panels to prep for and I want to maybe sell crafts and do some easy cosplays too? We shall see.

2. Part of that Month And A Half is that there are cats here now! I have been trying to post a-cat-a-day at [ profile] thingskittiesdontneed - they are mostly crappy phone shots, but hey, kitties.

3. Also I finished another original story! In very early draft, still haven't revised anything, etc. etc. but now I have finished the three stories I started last year thinking they'd each be a simple 5000 words! This latest one is about librarians who fight evil by increasing access to information, because you should write the stories you want to see in the world, right? It is currently 14,000 words. Out of a planned 5000. (NEVER make a monkey's paw wish that you could write longer stories. just sayin'.)

4. In good news, I am really improving in my cardio workout, who needs Zombies, Run! when you can just turn on NPR for the same effect, amirite.

5. So when I just want to read some nice, comforting slash fic and don't really care what, I turn to Pinboard's popular-with-fandom pages. Not as good as the old popular pages, but serviceable as long as you aren't picky.

Pinboard's page is filtered by people who voluntarily ID as fans, rather than by tag, though, so you often get non-fannish stuff on there. Mostly net-wide-trending longreads and web industry stuff (because pinboard's main demographic is infotech professionals.) Sometimes I skim down the page and get the two kinds of links mixed up, though, so here for your enjoyment are the current non-fic pinboard links that really should be fic:

"On The Moral Economy of Tech"
(probably a Tony Stark story lbr)

"The Reluctant Memoirist"
(Could be any fandom but I'm leaning toward Harry/Draco.)

"Life as a Robot"
(This is probably a hockey AU? I'm honestly surprised there aren't AO3 results for this already.)

(Weeaboo AU, pick your fandom.)

"My Four Months As A Private Prison Guard"
(This is either shameless porn or it's a post-CA:CW longfic...or both)

"Type Anything"
(Could be any fandom really! Probably a juggernaut pairing feelgood AU.)

"Hamburger Menus and Hidden Navigation"
(DEFINITELY road trip fic, not sure what fandom though.)

"MarkSheet: a free HTML and CSS tutorial"
(Old Social Network porn that somehow floated back up to the top.)

"How To Build A Word Counter App"
(Probably dirty talk pwp? Probably PoI?)

"Medium’s team did everything”
(Not actually sure so this is probably a small fandom I've never read before.)

"Getting Started With Raspberry Pi"
(Probably Check Please! Might be about Bitty and the frogs rather than slashfic though.)

"The Feynman Technique"
(IDK, probably scientist slash in some super-geeky SF fandom. Pac Rim? The Martian?)

"how to cheer up a grumpy hedgehog"
(hi there Sherlock fandom it's been awhile)

"How to Steal An Election"
(I think I may be currently writing this fic...)

"Casual Sex: Everyone is Doing It"
(hahah. um. Avengers teamfic, you think? Probably Avengers teamfic, pic your pairings, but definitely a lot of snarky Cap.)

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June 18th, 2016 02:37 pm
Oh! Did I mention I finally watched Age of Ultron?

I hadn't been in a hurry to see it because fandom had given me the inpression it was extremely missable.

Somehow fandom failed to inform me that the plot of Age of Ultron is:

One of the Avengers loses his best friend and partner, the person who's know him better than any other for longer than any other through bad and good. He goes down while fighting a supervillain, the Avenger blames himself, then discovers his best friend might be alive but amnesiac in enemy hands. So he decides screw everything, screw the world and his friends and good sense, he's getting his best friend back. So he says "This is the end of the line," while his other friend is telling him to stop, and saves him, but discovers that he's not quite the same person he was before, and he may now carry the seeds of destruction deep in his mind.

(And then Civil War is the story of two Avengers both failing to deal well with having lost-but-not-quite-lost their best friends.)

I mean. Kids. Tony literally said "This is the end of the line." Why was fandom not all over this, loudly, on Tumblr.

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June 15th, 2016 05:06 pm
Hi long time no see!

I have a new-old laptop now which actually has, like a working battery! *And* keyboard! And hard drive! And power cord! And even a backup drive! And it takes less than 30 minutes to start up and do stuff!

My sister is very nice to me and also very enabling RE: me never just getting off my butt and buying new stuff when my old stuff breaks.

...the old one never quite became nonfunctional but it became Very Frustrating And Scary To Use what with the messages about how the hard drive could fail any moment and random bluescreens, so I got behind on a LOT of computer stuff.

Most urgent message:

Today is the last day to apply for one of the scholarships to Con.Txt, my home fannish con - it used to technically be a slash con but they have finally admitted they are more just a general transfromative works con. I tell people that it's basically like spending a weekend wasting time in the fannish parts of DW except in person, and it's basically that.

Anyway they have need-based scholarships for anyone who needs help and a Con or Bust scholarship for POC that still need applicants for this year, so if you're thinking about going but aren't sure you can afford it, it's really worth applying.

If you're thinking about going but can't afford it and also aren't local, if you get the scholarship I will offer you a) half of a king-sized bed if you don't mind sharing with me, b) a ride to and from the Baltimore-area transit hub of your choice, and c) the opportunity to hang around with me all weekend so you don't look lost and lonely*

*this part of the offer is selfish because it will also keep me from looking lost and lonely.

(also if you want to co-mod an imperial radch or AO3 panel w/ me please tell me, panel modding is super-fun i promise!)

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May 18th, 2016 07:52 am
I am technically on vacation (read: helping sister move) and super-behind on everything computer, but we did go see ca:cw finally yesterday.

That movie was the best attempt I have ever seen at translating the feeling of reading a major superhero comics event book to the big screen. I am not sure if that is a compliment or not but if that's what they wee trying to do they did it perfectly.

two comments on characters )

None of my wip fanfic is any more jossed than it was before so there's that. (Does anyone else get the experience of watching new canon and going "wow that was a super-cool reference back to that one scene. In that fanfic nobody but me has ever read.")

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May 11th, 2016 01:10 pm
I accidentally finished reading The Scorpion Rules last night instead of all the many many other things I am way behind on. It's very good, as pretty much everyone who's read it has said, and if you like that sort of thing you should definitely read it. It starts out seeming like it's going to be your average formulaic SF dystopia where repressed, good-girl, Special protagonist meets Manic Pixie Dream Boy and decides to turn against The Man with him even though it seems hopeless, but then about halfway through, MPDB's badass grandma appears and everything suddenly goes off-script.

Anyway, somebody talk to me about:

1. Just how much Ardmagar Comonot, Anaander Miaanai, and now Michael Talis are apparently MY TYPE;
(1a. effectively immortal; all-powerful rulers who have given in to 100% pragmatism at the cost of conscience but do not enjoy this; are not quite human; are finding this whole "embodiment" thing more complicated than you might think; cope with this through acting out.)
2. How much I regret learning that they are MY TYPE;
3. Why I have suddenly discovered three of them in A ROW none of whom have large fandoms help;

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April 29th, 2016 10:43 am - Garden update, feat. discussion of phobias
So when I was a kid, and people asked what you were scared of, I always said "vines and climbing plants". Which, you know, even then was probably more of squick than a phobia, but I didn't have anything I was really terrified of, other than, you know, the standard stuff like "my parents dying" and "forced social interaction" and "making phone calls" and that's kind of a downer when they want you to draw a picture of it.

But you will admit that plants that move so fast you can see it happening and have little hairs that grow into things and strangle them and pull down buildings and trees and mountains. Are creepy. (Also I read a short story in Ranger Rick Magazine about a kid who watched too much television and got covered in vines that grew him into the couch, which *was* pretty authentically terrifying okay.)

I though I was mostly over it because around here you can't really go outside anywhere but manicured lawns without being okay with climbers and tendrils and runners, plus pulling down wild grapevine is actually really satisfying and you have to be willing to touch it to do that, but then yesterday I went out on the back porch and discovered that the Trail of Tears pole beans I started last week (on KUEC's rec) had come up and then grown over eight inches tall *in two days* and, friends, I am apparently still capable of being scared of climbing plants. They are bigger than the dirt I planted them in, and all the dirt is still there. SORCERY.

I had a dream last night that they had found the sticks I put aside for trellis and coiled around them and pulled them up and were waving them around stabbing people.

(Mushrooms and spiders and mice and snakes and frogs and millipedes* and worms? Adorable, I would like to pet them please. Triffids? boring and also incredibly disability-phobic. Old Man Willow? Eh, kinda creepy, but also kinda restful-sounding. Pea plants? Wisteria? Jesus fuck, dodder? RUN.)

*Millipedes, not centipedes. Centipedes aren't scary but when they move they just have an aura of "thing that should not be" about them. I teach people that you can tell the difference between centipedes and millipedes because millipedes are little hard-shelled caterpillar-like creatures, and centipedes make the human hindbrain go 'augh why all the skittery legs make it stop' and so far this has not failed me.

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April 19th, 2016 06:04 pm
I have to vote tomorrow.

herein I talk about my local elections, skip if you are sick of US politics, although this is basically 80% strategic voting, 20% face-punching, and 0% policy discussion )

Isn't democracy fun. I shall reward myself for voting with sweet potato fries from the outdoor food stand next door. And possibly a sausage, if they have sausages there. ^_^

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April 14th, 2016 09:43 am
1. In honor of National Library Week: Does anyone have recommendations for SFF-ish stories in which the main characters are Hero Librarians (you know the type, Magical Librarians or Librarians in Space or Secret Agent Librarians or Ghost Librarians or whatever) in which what the librarians do is actual librarianing?

Because it seems like, in at least 90% of what I've found, what the Hero Librarians have as their mission is keep information away from people, which is, like, the opposite of a librarian? Librarians are supposed to increase access (all sorts of access), not lock stuff away.

But it seems like in genre fiction, librarians always end up locking it away instead. I even read a book by someone who works in my library system! and should know better! about Librarians in Space, and yet it still ended in them destroying the Space Library because the information was too dangerous to make it freely available.

Augh. Those stories can be super-fun but That Is The Opposite Of Good Librarianing. Not that RL librarians have always lived up to the ideal of increasing access, but they haven't always failed it, either, and in SFF it seems like they always do.

You occasionally get secondary-character librarians who are all about increasing access to information and resources (although even then you're just as likely to end up with Madam Pince, or an overprotective monkeyape, as you are someone helpful). And sometimes you get stories where their Librarian status is basically just a cover for being a secret agent or something. But I want stories where the librarians are heroes and the heroing they do is about being librarians.

I want to find stories where librarians are the main characters and use their Special Librarian Powers to help people get the information (or other access) they want, not to gatekeep. Librarians should be the anti-gatekeepers. Librarians should be fighting the gatekeepers with all the eldritch powers at their command. Librarians should be traveling through time and space, not to find and lock away a dangerous book, but to get the patron those g-d-damned-job-creation statistics if they have to go to HELL to do it. Librarians should be having open teen programs in the large meeting room on how to fight the shadow-creatures of the dark, not having secret initiations for the elite.

Anyone have recs?

2. If you were interested in the population-in-worldbuilding stuff I posted last week, that entry now contains long comment clarifications on societies where kids don't necessarily have two genetic parents, societies where everybody does not inevitably die exactly once, and why 'average family size' and 'average number of siblings' do not mean the same thing.

Also: I tried my best to keep my language non-cis-centric in that post, but it was. hard. Partly because, in terms of the population-level statistics, even when demographers are theoretically using the numbers to mean "people with the physical capability to get pregnant", what they are actually counting is "people the society classes as women". Because they are including women who do not have the physical capability to bear children in that number, and do not distinguish them from women who don't bear any children for any other reason, usually with no particular effort to class trans women differently from any other women who do not have the physical capability to bear children, as long as their data source includes them as women.

(Obviously this fucks things up in the opposite direction in terms of there being a nonzero number of men who bear children. And nb people aren't really. included much. by population demographers who work with humans. which sucks. But it's how the numbers are counted.)

Anyway, I tried to use "women" only when I meant "people a given society classes as women," and use "people with the hypothetical ability to bear children" when the reproductive anatomy was what was actually relevant, but I realize I probably failed in multiple ways, so suggestions on how to do better when talking about this kind of thing are welcome. :/

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April 5th, 2016 01:28 pm - The Importance of Siblings
So, as part of Hugos, I have read a lot more different original-worlds in a very short time than I have for awhile, so here is a worldbuilding rant aimed at Most Of The People Who Wrote Secondary-World Stories I Read:

If you are writing a world with a high death rate among young people - whether it's due to disease, war, accidents, space vampires, cage-fighting, spectacularly failing the magical initiation, your paper-and-balsa-wood wings failing at a terrible moment, being dragged away by Mysterious Masked Figures, whatever - your characters should not all be only children.

Siblings. )

So, conclusion: If you are killing a lot of characters, make sure most of them have siblings, and at least some of them have lots of siblings. You can have most of the siblings be dead or in another country if you need them out of the way, but they should at least exist.

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April 1st, 2016 02:57 pm
I did my Hugo nominations! I didn't read half as many things or half as well as I ought, and I liked less than half of them half as well as they deserved. And I didn't nominate as much as I was planning to, either, because I came home yesterday and crashed out on the hammock chair instead of finishing my noms. But I got in everything I really wanted to get in, and it's done one way or another! And now I get to read WHATEVER I WANT without the pile of Hugo-eligible stuff staring at me balefully from across the room. I can get to finally read the new Vorkosigan book! And the new Young Wizards book! And most importantly, the last-ever Dragonbreath book!

(I was good and only nominated Ursula Vernon twice. <_<)

...not that the Hugos stopped me from reading the first 14 volumes of Naruto and nine volumes of Dragonball and two large tomes about sea monsters but you know sometimes you just have to read old manga and books about sea monsters.

Being a Hugo voter is really hard work, guys. I think I am now morally opposed to fan-nominated awards, not for any fairness-of-awards reason, but because if I put in that much work I wanna be getting paid for it. I will probably not be doing that again, whew.

Let's see. I've signed up for Camp NaNo again, which is good because I've been slacking on that. I'm also signed up for MCU Rolling Remix, which sounded fun, and I really liked the last remixy thing I did, although I suppose I should actually watch Age of Ultron before I write mine. I planted some peas in the garden last week but I don't know if they're coming up yet (something is coming up, but is it peas?) and I should really do some more garden stuff this weekend. And I signed up for the get-in-shape challenge at work, because they give you prizes, and I've already been trying to do jump rope to build my cardio (reading about ninja training is good motivation for this). I started where I'd feel like death after 25 jumps; after six weeks I feel only a little bit like death after 4 sets of 50, which I guess is progress, but it's progress from a pretty low floor.

ANYWAY. I was thinking about reviewing some of the short-fiction stuff I read for Hugos, but there are several of them where my review would be "I would have nominated it but it has boy cooties" and that just wouldn't have advanced the dialogue at all really. Anyway, if you want to ask me my thoughts on any of the things rated on my list of stuff to read ask and I will ramble. (If you want to know why I didn't read one that's not rated, there is no answer, except that I didn't get to it in the list.)

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March 17th, 2016 03:07 pm - question for no particular reason
Poll #17373 Dear my Les Mis people,
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 11

So if you were writing a silly AU where all the Les Mis characters were American politicians, and you had to pick one of the below for the plot to work, which makes more sense?

View Answers

Gillenormand was a Democrat, Tholomyes was a Republican
1 (9.1%)

Gillenormand was a Republican, Tholomyes was a Democrat
5 (45.5%)

5 (45.5%)

in other news, I found my missing USB drive, and now that I have the chapter back the Ridiculous WIP is chugging along again! Serves me right for being to discouraged to try rewriting it from where my backup left off. This is now officially the second longest thing I have ever written, and I've gotten to the point where the intrigue plot stars coming to the fore. (In chapter 8. The intrigue plot starts appearing in chapter 8. I am so good at this. If anybody was considering writing a novel-length WIP on a premise that they dislike about a pairing they don't particularly ship with no particular idea what happens next, I recommend it, it's wonderfully freeing.)

(Every other time I've done this I've ended up falling in love with it too hard and blocking myself trying to be perfect, but the politics AU seems to be immune from that so far. #$@^% politics.)

(Also found the glasses. They were out in the yard, having been snowed and rained on, and missing their nosepieces, but otherwise ok. I have been wearing them without and I think they're actually more comfortable this way. All things come to those who are too lazy to seek a replacement?)

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March 9th, 2016 06:04 pm
Somebody linked to Bleed Out recently, which is a novel-length murder mystery/casefile Naruto fic that I enjoyed greatly, so now I'm on AO3 (re-)reading all the Kakashi/Iruka fic. My life is hard sometimes.

This is one of those pairings where I was never really in the fandom but it makes really good comfort reading for me, so I come back to it every once in awhile and it's still good. (I would give you some recs but I'm in "go on AO3, sort by bookmarks, filter on "-sasuke" to get rid of the ones where it's a background pairing or where canon plot is actually relevant, read everything" mode, so it would be an unhelpful recs list.)

let me attempt to explain kakashi/iruka fic to you )

Oh! And speaking of ninja training, the weather has been really really springlike the last couple days, so today I went on a walk to the park for the first time this year, and sometime over the winter they replaced the kind of sad monkey-bars based playground with what appears to be a ninja training facility. There's a mini climbing wall! And a bunch of actually kind of scary spinny things that make you work on strength and balance or die! I am totally going to walk down there and become a super ninja by the end of the year.

It intrigues me though, because of the ways in which it's so different in, like, intent? From the playgrounds they were putting up through my childhood.

First that it's so clearly based on "adult" equipment - this was designed by someone who had been to rock-climbing gyms and parkour training and stuff; it amuses me that we've come full-cicrle already from adults asserting their right to play on jungle gyms to kids' playgrounds being built to call to mind the adult version.

But also - that it's being aimed at different kids. The playgrounds I grew up with, unless you were lucky enough to find one that still had swings, were pretty boring by the time you were nine or ten, because you were too tall for a lot of the stuff (like the slides and ladders) and a lot of the rest wasn't good for much except just running around like a wild thing. They were clearly designed for a peak age of about four. This one, on the other hand, has a recommended age of 5-12, and all the equipment - while I could see it was designed to also work for smaller people - was fine for an adult-sized person too.

And - everything could be played with if you were the only person there. Again, that's different from what I remember - a lot of the stuff we had was really only fun as part of imaginative play with a group, or the kinetic things needed people to push and people to ride in order to make it go. All of this stuff is carefully balanced so one person can make it spin all by themself. And I totally support building teamwork, but as someone who was sometimes the only kid on the playground, I appreciate that they are acknowledging that we are not in the middle of a baby boom in this area, and also we are a suburb that is designed to make it hard to make friends with the neighbors, so kids often are the only kid their age in the park.

Anyway. Ninjas.

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March 7th, 2016 07:16 pm - the inevitable fall of global capitalism
Have one (1) post about the US elections and then I will shut up for at least a month I promise. )

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March 3rd, 2016 03:32 pm - let's play good thing/ bad thing again
Good thing: They finally got me scheduled for my election judge training! Yay, tonight in the snow I get to learn our new voting system which will actually involve a hardcopy record of the votes for the first time in decades!

Bad thing: ugggghhhh can I just ignore politics until the inevitable fall of global capitalist civilization is finally ovvveerrr.

Bad thing: Still haven't found the USB drive with the next chapter of the fic I was using to ignore the election, I think it fell out of my pocket in public somewhere and is gone forever. (Also still haven't found the glasses, which is more worrying, because I know I lost them at home or in the yard somewhere, but where??? And also the warranty expires in like a week, I was going to try to get them replaced, but the warranty does not cover 'lost them'.)

Good thing: I think the only thing I lost from the drive was the one chapter, because I'd backed it all up after finding it after the last time I thought it was gone for good (last week). (I hope I never gave anyone the impression that I have my shit together.)

Good thing: Losing the USB key motivated me to finally finish the second original novelette! (I've been keeping the original stuff on Drive because that way I can't use "I lost my USB key" as an excuse for not working on them.) Thinking about what I put in the last post helped. It's a crappy ending but it's serviceable and the whole thing needs a major, major total revision anyway.

Bad thing: I have been super-unmotivated to write. Also to read. Or listen to podcasts, or watch TV, or basically anything, because I have been in a "what's the point of it all in the face of the coming climate catastrophe and fall of global capitalism anyway?" It's amazing how few things there are in existence that don't remind me of the upcoming fall of global capitalism.

Bad thing: ...I think maybe I will not be finishing Baru Cormorant before it has to go back to the library.

Good thing: Baby camels. Baby camels helped. Camels are an invasive species on three continents, so I'm pretty sure there will still be baby camels regardless.

Good thing: Also I got my period, which generally works as a total mood reset for things like nihilistic despair over the coming catastrophic fall of our technological civilization (I realize this is the best menstrual symptom ever, I'm not complaining). Plus I remembered one of the stories on my to-write pile was a little thing about Death set during a pandemic after the coming climate catastrophe and fall of etc. etc., so I started writing that, and it has really cheered me up a lot.

Bad thing: I forgot my cup so now I have to stop home after work to get it so I don't bleed all over the training and maybe won't have time to get a good dinner. That I will complain about.

Bad thing: I am so so so so blocked on doing revisions on the stories I've actually written. I know I have whined about 'revision is hard' before, but that's, like, 'revision is hard' is actually. Several steps beyond where I have gotten, which is 'I printed out the story and am now afraid to re-read it because WHO KNOWS WHAT COULD BE IN THOSE PAGES. What if it's terrible? What if it's good??? I don't know which would be worse actually.

Anyway, talking out the endings thing helped, so I'm going to whine about revision here at length, you have been warned )

I don't know if that helped. Maybe that helped. Somebody, tell me what I need to do next in order to revise the thing.

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February 29th, 2016 04:03 pm - predictive text
I have lost the USB drive that has the latest chapter of my WIP on it (other things I have lost in the last 24 hours: my glasses) so here is a replacement using the chapters that I already had uploaded to AO3 and this Markov chain predictive text generator and a little bit of repair to the punctuation, since the generator doesn't seem to understand quotation marks very well.

(May contain spoilers for future chapters. Sort of.)

Chapter Seven: hidden depths. )

...that may, just possibly, be better than the chapter that's missing.

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February 25th, 2016 04:21 pm - Being a Participant
1. I keep scrolling through network and suddenly seeing a locked post on a journal I've been reading in network for awhile and being like huh? since when did they grant me access? And follow me apparently? I am not cool enough for them to follow me! So, here is your periodic reminder that if I suddenly add you back after ignoring you for ages, it's because I am bad at noticing stuff apparently, and also if you want me to add you, you should talk to me, because I am probably PRETTY SURE you are way too cool for me to be the first one to speak up.

2. Speaking of social incompetence, subset mine, anyone else going to con.txt this summer? Anyone else want someone to share a hotel room? It feels much less like I am a loser with no friends if I have a roommate. If splitting the cost is an problem, we can working something out, because as Jamie Kincaid said, I have income now. If you're thinking about going but not sure because you've never been, I promise to be your Native Guide and let you hang around with me if you feel alone.

(...I am bad at finding roommates.)

Also they have put out the call for panel suggestions already, as long as they are ones you want to mod, and for once... I got nothin'? I am still mostly in the same primary fandom as last time (?? how did that happen??) but it's not a huge fandom at this point, and after four con.txts I've done most of the ones I can do, so all that's left is stuff other people would have to mod (like HJOw TO REVISE THE THING).

Anyway if you've been to con.txt and can think of a panel you'd like to see me mod, feel free to suggest something, no guarantees... <_<

3. Hugos? Here is a list I have made, mostly by compiling all the stuff I had bookmarked on Pinboard, of fiction I would kind of like to read before nominating. I share it here just in case anyone cares, and also so I can find it later. I'll be adding star ratings as I read stuff and may be adding new stuff too. I will not be getting through all of it before the end of March.

Warnings: I don't endorse these, they're just things I've seen recs of. Also I don't promise they're in the right length category, I'm just going by what was on the recs.

Novel )

Novella )

Novelette )

Short Story )

Supplemental )

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February 23rd, 2016 05:47 pm - reading, 'riting, and rambling
Somebody 'round here recently posted about a highly-recommended book they'd read and really liked, until they got to the end and realized the author had killed all the queers, and I can't find the post again and wish I could, because I'm wondering if they read the book I just read...

It did get me thinking, though, about Kill Your Queers as a story formula, and why I was so surprised when this book did it, even though this book basically telegraphed from beginning to end that a certain character was going to be toast. And I realized that the first time I ever encountered that as any kind of a story element (really, the first time I ever encountered explicitly non-het canon characters) was in Diane Duane's Tale of the Five, where the founding myth of the culture is the story of Lion and Eagle, a pair of male lovers who take up divine power to defeat the Shadow, even though they know they will die of it, and they do. Major ending spoilers for Door into Sunset under cut )

...So anyway. Other than reading the novels you all recommended I have still been trying to figure out how to write original stuff, and as part of that I'm reading a how-to-write book, which I picked up solely because it was the only one available at my library that was supposed to be focused on revision, since when I asked y'all for 'how to revision' recs I got no bites. :P

Anyway, spoilers: 3/4 of the book is just a retread of dude's previous 'how to write a saleable novel' book, and only the very end is about revision. But! Tying back into the bit above about killing your characters! I got to the chapter on characters, and the section where he was pushing very hard on how you have to make sure your reader is invested in your characters, all your characters, make them care! make them care a lot! Even if it's just a minor walk-on who will be killed two chapters later!

And I legit recoiled, and it took me a bit to figure out why, but, okay: Read more... )

..and speaking of two-and-a-half novelettes, which is really one novelette, 60% of a novelette, and 90% of a novelette, let's talk about endings.

The orig story I'm currently trying to finish is nearly finished, and has been stuck at nearly finished for a very, very long time. I just keep writing stuff and hoping the ending will come and it doesn't. I know where the plot finishes - the POV character comes to a decision, or rather decides not to decide - but I don't know how to make that an ending that'll actually make the story feel finished.

With fanfic - as you have probably noticed if you've been reading me for awhile - I usually just go 'eh, I'm tired of messing with this, so I will tack on a final reaction shot, call that a denoument, and post it' but I am well aware that is lazy as anything and, judging by the comments I get assuming there will be more, really unsatisfying.

Endings: even this post will have to have one sooner or later ) I don't know if that actually solved my 'how do endings' problems but at least it helped me figure out what I like in an ending. (which basically comes down to 'do what Ann Leckie and/or Diane Duane did', which probably shouldn't be a shock...)

In conclusion, writing is hard. Revising is hard. Reading is fun but makes me think too much. The end.

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February 10th, 2016 05:01 pm - it's been awhile since I did any Ethical Dilemma Posting
Ok, so, since I'm apparently in the mood to poke at dangerous things, let's have a discussion about names, and pseudonyms, and when it is and isn't okay to connect them.

I've been wanting to talk about this for..a while. Because slash fandom (and several online communities it's adjacent to) have very strict ethical norms about connecting the name a person uses with other names they may have used in other times or contexts, best summarized as: don't.

There are of course exceptions: when the person themself is completely open about connecting the names, it seems to be considered generally okay to make the connection yourself, but to still call them by the name they prefer.

And then there are the cases when the person is changing names solely in order to engage in shenanigans: for example, I have rarely seen anyone object to the names being publicly connected if someone is sockpuppeting to evade a ban.

But then we get into trickier situations, where a person has perpetrated fell deeds under multiple names, but also had actual probably-valid reasons for using multiple names, and that's when it starts to get really tricky, right? At what point does a community's need to know about a pattern of unacceptable behavior outweigh a person's right to (re)define their online identity?

non-detailed discussions of the sort of situations you might expect under cut )

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