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melannen ([personal profile] melannen) wrote2004-11-27 09:09 pm

from now on our troubles

I actually updated my webpage! I bet y'all thought I'd forgotten it existed.

okay, I changed the self-portrait. grumble. Maybe I will get around to a proper update one of these days; I do have three papers due, and that would be a fine procrastination opportunity.

Did I mention I've been drawing obsessively again? yes. Those of you who asked for fanart on your wishlist are in dire danger of actually *getting* some. Even those of you who *didn't* ask for any are.

It's odd that I have even less confidence in my drawing ability than my writing ability. I mean, I don't even have a *clue* where I stand on the scale of good-to-awful. It seems like with stories, people are capable of giving fairly honest assessments tempered with judicious praise, but with art, it seems like people are either totally awe-struck that I can draw anything that actually resembles a real person, or limit themselves to something along the lines of "yep, you're right, that could use some work."

I was drawing that newest self-portrait (and yes, there are things that need work on it, see: feet and arms) at the kitchen table while listening to Pop-pop talk, and Mom grabbed it from me and asked him if he could tell who it was supposed to be. And he said something like, "She doesn't look in a mirror much, does she?" So.. he could tell right away it was supposed to be me, yet it doesn't look at all like me? Oh, well, it's a not-awful rendition of the me I see in my own head, which is the point of using self-portraits instead of photos...

Oh, yeah, we were at Pop-pop's for Thanksgiving. He took four of his girls out to dinner at Golden Corral. The food was universally blah. The only good bit was Mom's pies. I think next year, unless [livejournal.com profile] stellar_dust is in a situation where we can scam her into it, *I* might have to volunteer to cook next year. Yeah, the Pop-pop taking us out to dinner thing has become something of a tradition, but I miss having a family dinner at a home, and even *my* cooking would be better than that. And we're in a time of reshaping holiday traditions anyway, trying to remake it into something that isn't conspicuously missing parts while trying not to admit we're cutting anything out. . . We put the tree up yesterday, the smaller one that Katy got for her apartment. The excuse was that the old tree is shedding even more than a real one lately, which is true. But still. There were only two of us to put ornaments on it. . .

I found this old Pogo strip while I was looking for comic scans, and it completely summed up my feelings on the holidays. Last year especially, but this year too.
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[identity profile] stellar-dust.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
... and you couldn't wait two and a half weeks to put the tree up? SHEESH. Bet there's no room for my ornaments on it. AGAIN. SIGH. d-:
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[identity profile] melannen.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww. We didn't know you wanted us to wait for you. Anyway, if we'd waited, I wouldn't've gotten to help.

We did leave room for your ornaments, though, we didn't put up most of ours.
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[identity profile] stellar-dust.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
What, didn't I make enough noise last year about being annoyed at not helping? Sigh! Glare! Oh well ..

You would too have gotten to help. We could have waited till the weekend, the 18th or whatever it is. *thhpptt*
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[identity profile] melannen.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry! Mom just wanted to get it *done* I guess. You didn't miss much. The tree went up in about five minutes and then we sorta halfway noodled about with ornaments while watching "A Christmas Story" on TV. You could take it down when you get home and make us put it up properly again.

Mom's had the Hallmark Channel on *all day* today.
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[identity profile] stellar-dust.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You could take it down when you get home and make us put it up properly again.

I just might do that. d-:

The Hallmark Channel? I sympathize. (;

[identity profile] zodiaccat.livejournal.com 2004-11-27 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
As far as the self-portrait goes, the feet themselves aren't bad at all. It's just that the back (right-side of the image) ankle/foot is angled a bit far to the front, as if you're in the process of being knocked down by something. Bringing the back of that ankle either to a straight or slightly-to-the-back angle would make it seem quite a bit more natural.

Apart from that; not a bad picture at all.
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[identity profile] melannen.livejournal.com 2004-11-28 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm. I think it got tilted a little in the scan, which is making it look more off-balance than the original did . . . and she *is* supposed to be leaning into the wind, but yeah, you're right. But to be honest, I didn't even get as far as worrying about *posture*; that feet-angled thing is a style thing I picked up somewhere along the way. I was more thinking of the way the left foot is about 20% too long and the right foot is just shaped wrong. Perspective is evil.