I think you need to figure out the difference between 'cause' and 'effect', kid. q-: The procrastination *and* the terraforming are obviously both a manifestation of the anxiety, which is a compound of a fear of change and a fear of powerlessness, for which my default response is to run away from the situation, because even though I can't accept that that is a good solution, I can't find any better answers... the symbolism in the dream wasn't that hard for me to pick up on, really. (Although admittedly your little book of dreams was totally useless.)